Just in general my dominant feeling right now is probably fear.
Fear of the future. The future in relation to academics and happiness and maybe even romance.
I try not to throw around the word “love” anymore.
May 2011
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April 2011
88 posts
He's picking me up at 11. We're getting lunch and then going to MOCA.
I have a date?!
Most emotional turmoil in forever. Parents angry. AP’s. Summer stress. And now this. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW WILL I DO THIS.
It is so late at night why am I awake.
I have come to the conclusion that Pascal would be really hot if he had a better personality.
So I guess it really does matter.
Rumors
- H: He said that I can't trust what you say because you had sex with ______.
- Me: Shouldn't you trust me because I had sex with him? DUH.
I walk around with these blinders on my eyes that make everything look beautiful but only because that is the only thing I can see. If I ever removed them and stopped being so single-minded I think I would see more, but I would also fear more.
What are we going to do when time ends?
That’s what I wonder but let’s ignore the clock for now
And the moment we have to go our separate ways and
Move on with our lives.
I just want to enjoy here and now with you.
Sometimes I'm filled with lots of love for the world.
Like my heart overflows with just the beauty of it all and I want to cry.
Everyone has been really horny lately. Or just looking for a relationship or a human connection or something. Erotica has cluttered my dash and yesterday and the day before that and the days before that I got a little looser, so to speak.
Playing the Sims 3... So THAT'S what the meaning of life is.
Hehe. I went shopping last week and I saw a HUGE picture of francisco lachowski in his armani ad.
LIFE= MADE
Hahahaha I was just kidding about that being my last post. This will be it.
I LOVE DAVE EGGERS SO MUCH AND YEAH ANA YOUR QUOTE REMINDED ME OF THAT.
DAVE EGGERS FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So my followers used to be all cool and interactive and shit. It’s AP’s isn’t it? I only have nerds following me.
… so that’s where all of my followers come from. Nerds totally gravitate towards me in real life. It’s because they can recognize a kindred spirit.
A lot of the time though I try to tamp down the intellectualism and slip into la lengua of my peers.
Fuck bitche$$ get money
Um. I finally met Pascal today and got to hang out with him and Brian.
Fuck yes.
“I’ve been holding on to dead roses for too long.”
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(via whyjennywhy)
So weird I totally still have a dried boutonniere.
ZOOEY'S MISCELLANY: dealing with friends... →
zooeydeschanel.tumblr.com
If your friend is feeling down, you could play him a really, really sad sack song, and say, “hey man, THIS ONE is for you.”
After you do that he will probably be sufficiently offended, or even angry, then you can say, “I GUESS you weren’t so sad AFTER ALL.” and maybe, “wow, your face is really…
One day I will be raped. Oh GOD! I know it. At least now I can accept my fate. But seriously. I’m just asking for it (but not like…actually asking for it… because then it wouldn’t be rape…) I walk around alone all the time at night and I look really weak (and I suspect I am really weak too). I need to buy myself a taser. Or a gun. Except I don’t trust myself with guns. So maybe a taser. That’ll work.
